By ,29-Aug-2011 16:50:00
THIS POST IS INSPIRED IN PART BY MY DEAR FRIEND SHERILYN, WHO MANY YEARS AGO TOLD ME ABOUT HER SEPARATION FROM THE FATHER OF HER CHILD AND HOW LOVE FOUND IT'S WAY FOR THEIR FAMILY, TAKING THEM ON A JOURNEY OF DISCOVERY AND HEALING.
NOT TOO LONG AGO, I ALSO SEPARATED FROM THE BOYS' DAD. IT WAS A HUGE DECISION TO MAKE AND TOOK MANY YEARS OF PERSONAL QUESTING TO KNOW, REALLY KNOW THAT THIS WAS THE NATURAL WAY OF LIFE MOVING US INTO A NEW AND NEVER WANTED FORM.
SOMETIMES I FIND MYSELF QUESTIONING THIS NEW LIFE AND WONDERING IF THERE WAS ANYTHING ELSE THAT COULD HAVE BEEN DONE TO PRESERVE OUR UNITY AS A FAMILY.
BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART OF HEARTS THAT ALL POSSIBLE WAS DONE, AGAIN AND AGAIN AND LIFE ISN'T ABOUT MAKING PEOPLE FIT THE SHAPE OF OUR VISIONS, BUT HOLDING A VISION FOR OURSELVES AND GOING ON THE ADVENTURE OF LIVING IT, NO MATTER WHERE IT TAKES YOU.
MY VISION IS THAT ALL OF US LIVE A LIFE THAT IS NOURISHING, AUTHENTIC, HAPPY AND REAL. TO REACH THAT REQUIRES MUCH TRUST AND COURAGE AND THE WILLINGNESS TO NOTICE WHEN I'M BLOCKING LOVE FROM LEADING ME INTO MORE BEAUTY.
I LET LOVE GUIDE ME, LOVE FOR MYSELF AND MY BOYS, AND TRUST THAT THE LOVE IN THEM IS THEIR GUIDANCE SYSTEM TOO. IF IT WERE AT ALL POSSIBLE FOR THEIR DAD AND I TO BE TOGETHER WE WOULD BE. BUT PERHAPS THIS WAY MORE LIFE-FORCE ENERGY CAN FLOW INTO ALL THE READY PLACES AND BLOSSOM US EACH INTO THE PEOPLE THAT WE ARE CAPABLE OF BEING.
THAT IS THE FOUNDATION OF MY LIFE, MY FAITH THAT LIFE IS ALWAYS SERVING US, I'VE SEEN IT WORK IT'S MAGIC IN MY LIFE AND I'D LOVE THAT FOR US ALL. HOLDING THE VISION FOR THE FAMILY IS STILL MY PASSION AND DEDICATION. I KEEP A VISION OF ALL OF US WITH SMILES AND HAPPY HEARTS, ENERGIES THAT WERE NOT WORKING ARE NOW FREE TO MOVE, HEAL, AND TRANSFORM. WHO KNOWS WHERE THE PATH WILL LEAD, BUT THE BOYS ARE BEST SERVED BY A HAPPY HOME, A MORE CONTENTED AND RELAXED MOTHER AND THE LOVE OF THEIR FATHER IS A GIVEN THAT WILL GROW AND GROW IN IT'S OWN UNIQUE NATURAL WAY.
I HOLD THE VISION OF ALL OF US UNDERSTANDING AND BEING GRATEFUL FOR THESE TIMES AND BEING ABLE TO LOOK BACK AND SEE THE PERFECTION IN LIFE'S DANCE AS US.
WITH LOVE ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE.
By ,12-Aug-2011 15:10:00
I don't know about you folk out there, but this last few months has been especially intense at times for me. Hence my posts from people discussing the forces of nature impacting us in the web of life. I want to take a moment to acknowledge me and you and all our friends around the globe who are of good heart, constantly ready to steer your ship into the new, the better, the kinder and the wiser. I am getting better and better at taking the bounce as Abraham calls it. Recognising that a feeling I'm having is something I can choose to run and run, or one I can desist. Not resist mind you! That doesn't work at all. What works for me, most of the time, is being alert for that moment of observation, when the witness inside spies a portal into a better effort. I don't try to leap too far, just incrementally steer upwards. Being kind to oneself, relaxing my efforts, talking less, not justifying or complaining, breathing into tense places and remembering that there is no hurry, no race, no need to judge...just easing into ease...feeling my way back to a kinder space.
If we have our nose too close to the picture, it's only our own repetitive perspectives that we'll see, but with breath we can lift up, like a hot air balloon and see more, see patterns, invitations in the patterns and pretty pictures, incoming friends, parting sorrows and sweet ease reveals. Peace and blessings to you this day
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